Tuesday, January 15, 2013

A fresh start...

Well, here it goes! I'm ready! Or, well, at least I think I am. I've been to this place more times than I can count. I feel this time is different but I've said that 1000 times before. I want this to be the last time I start. I want this time to be different. I know it's not going to be easy. I know it's going to take a lot of hard work. I really, really want this! I want this almost more than I've ever wanted anything before. How am I going to be successful this time? How am I going to make this time be different than any other time before?

My plan: Journaling (that's what I'm doing here). Joining a gym. Smart grocery shopping. Eating at home a lot more than I eat out. Not giving myself too many rules and restrictions. I've learned that I fail when I give myself too many restrictions. I have a very, all or nothing personality. I can't have even one french fry because if I do then I've failed and I have to start all over again. One french fry leads into 20 which leads to a cheeseburger and a soda which then of course leads into ice cream for dessert. If I've cheated, I may as well go all the way with it, right?

So, here's to a fresh, new start!

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